Sunday, Oct. 23, 2005
I'll just keep taking the tablets
Liam has been here for the weekend - I think this is the third weekend he's been here and the fifth that we have met up - its a month now since we met in real life for the first time. its weird being a couple - it feels so right when I am with him and when I shut my eyes and he holds me but the minute i start to think about it at any level it feels so wrong and I feel like I shouldnt be with him or that I am leading him on or something. what the fuck is my head doing to me - weird fecking thoughts. no likey.
8:20 pm
and my toes
a brief run down.
do not covet wordly goods
jobbing
twats