v's virtual vacuum
Monday, Feb. 18, 2008
wordy bollocks
its too dofficult to write much at the moment - not for any specific reasons, but I just dont feel that I can.on the surface life is great - my home life is wonderful, my work life is getting back to speed, I am working full time again, I have stopped swimming but intend to start again soon but something is wrong and I dont know exactly what.
I am still seeing gary and still taking the stalazine and prozac and as such I jsut muddle on through but there is an inner doom that I hate with a passion such that if I had the energy I could and would fight it - but as it is - I just leave it be. thinking that if its not troubled, I wont arouse it. *sigh*